We went back to the Dr with Bristol today. I have felt the peace of God with me today. I have felt him arms around me. I hear him speaking. I am doing my best to listen. I want to believe there is a purpose for the worry we have had. Everything happens for a reason.
I want to hold my baby and love her carefree just as I did just a week ago. I don't want this to consume us and our family. I want to cherish her little smiles no matter how far apart they are. I want to be excited about new things she may do everyday.